Four months of hell are officially over and I guess the news is good: the hubster does NOT have prostate cancer. Hooray. Of course he never had it to begin with. This whole, horrible journey has just been one big, fat, fake-out from the word go. He didn’t have prostate cancer when December’s PSA number came back elevated, he didn’t have it through the roller coaster of doctor appointments, advanced testing, and useless treatments to rule-out-other-causes that followed, and he didn’t have it when they did the biopsy last week.
Nope. The news is just great. And it only cost us a horrible first week of initial shock and icy paralysis, four more months of chronic, low grade anxiety and fear, an early nuclear blast of antibiotics that temporarily wiped out his entire immune system whereupon a subsequent cold turned into a bad chest infection with a resulting week missed from work, a painful biopsy with risk of infection accompanied by yet another nuclear blast of antibiotics, additional missed work time for all the appointments and phone calls, a great big round of terror for his parents, a few thousand dollars from our savings, and a medium-grade case of post traumatic stress disorder for me.
(And now the doctor wants him to go on a prostate drug for the rest of his life and we’re looking at a much higher risk for future false positives. Oh boy. Maybe, we’ll get to do this every year.)
Honestly? I’m not sure what to think about everything we just went through. I feel battered and numb. I don’t even feel grateful that the news was good because it was never bad to begin with. Somehow it feels more like we were duped.
Look, I understand the thinking behind preventive screening and yes, certainly, I agree there’s some profound value hidden somewhere in this monster of a system we’ve created. But I also know there’s something really, really wrong with what just happened to us. Really wrong. I’m not clear yet on what that is exactly, and I’m not sure how the hubster and I should change our approach with prevention going forward to decrease the chance that it will happen again. But I do know this:
1) the U.S. has the highest rate of medical over-treatment in the world,
2) there’s broad concern about the kind of detrimental side effects from false positives like we just experienced (here’s another example affecting newborns), and
3) the science on the actual effectiveness of various screenings is still evolving which means, to a certain extent, we’re all playing the role of guinea pigs.
My instincts are screaming that the system is laced with way too much fear…far more than the situation warrants…and this fear is interfering with our group common sense. It’s not that cancer and heart disease aren’t real threats, but this frantic, escalating fight to avoid them is eating up ever-increasing amounts of the perfectly-healthy-and-okay part of our lives.
You know what this whole thing reminds me of? The ever-fabulous Robert Preston playing a slick, handsome, traveling salesman in The Music Man. Harold Hill, the con man, rolls into town one day convincing everyone they have a serious problem and he has the only solution. He seizes on a common, reasonable parental fear and blows it up into a looming monster threatening to engulf the entire town until, predictably, everyone buys whatever it is he’s selling.
I’m not sure who exactly is playing the role of Music Man in this whole prevention/screening/false positives/over-treatment monster we’ve created, but I sure do feel like the hubster and I bit the hook.
Anyway, on a lighter note here’s a Youtube clip of Bob singing “Ya Got Trouble” in the movie. (It’s a classic and SO much fun!) Watch how the townspeople fall for his spiel, hook, line and sinker. Who can blame them? Call me a sucker but I’d buy anything from this guy. My father-in-law (a life-long, very successful salesman for IBM) calls this the best sales training video of all time. The first nine seconds of the clip are sort of dark but it clears up after that. Enjoy!
copyright Dia Osborn 2011
Update: 10/10/11 Looks like I’m not the only questioning what’s going on. New recommendations are being prepared. See following article for details.
A draft report, released today by the Health and Human Services Department’s Preventive Services Task Force, recommends against so-called PSA tests for men who don’t have symptoms that are “highly suspicious for prostate cancer.”